i usually cry after watching/reading something that i really like. not because i'm sad, but because i'm happy. when i find/finish something i really like, i get so happy that i cry. i finished reading memoirs of a teenage amnesiac (in a record of ....three hours? go me). and i just put it down, thinking mixed feelings. i go on facebook on my mom's computer. Jarvis has all my log-in stuff, and facebook is the only site that i actually feel like trying. then, i spontaneously decide to go on my sister's blogspot. (does she know i read her blogs? not sure. but i'm admitting it right now.) and she says something. "people are so concerned with their fairy tale endings that they don't even know how it's supposed to begin." and i'm singing brown eyed blues. and then i spontaneously bust into tears mid-chorus. (typing this all out and reading it had me bursting into laughter at the moment. loling, ftw.) i don't know if it hit me that i read a good book. i don't know if it was what my sister said. i just don't know why i have such late reactions! but yeah. i just...wanted to record that somewhere. haha. probably post it up as my new deviantart blog. because the current one about jaebeom is pretty sad. |