i just realized i put my xanga in Chinese so I wouldn't understand the stupid messages they'd send me.

dear anyone who'd bother to listen. be ready to feel awkward.

i came to a few undeniable truths while i was trying to sleep last night.

+ i'd like to be in a relationship.
a) ...to counter my sex addiction.
b) ...to counter everyone else hooking up.
c) ...to counter the fact that i haven't been kissed for three years.
c.a.) ......which leads to being hormonally deprived.
c.b.) ......and my sex addiction.
d) ...because i'm not really ready for one.

mMm.